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Feb. 7th, 2010

- hang and hung!

music: Muse - Time is Running out

good day folks.
yesterday's chalet was a blast!
stayed over and had lotsa fun with them PCG mates.

eventually slept like 4+ am in the morning
only to wake up later at 8++ am to go breakfast at pasir ris
and then go home.
hahaha.
ow i jsut woke up from the chalet hangover.
super duper tired.
hahaha

Tmr is the rehearsal for POC.
real event is on tuesday. before i finally pass out
and start work.
hahaha.

anyway.
hahaha. kudos to nadia. perhaps she can be the next paris hilton! HAHAHAH

p/s where's the pay god damn it. hahaha.

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Feb. 6th, 2010

-whaaaat!

okay. this is really strange.
at tagged, all those girls with big boobs
keep 'yes-ing' me on the meet me thingy.
hahaha.

and strange people starts adding me on msn.
i think it's time for me to bring down my email
from the profile page, man!
this is freaking me out!
hahahah

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Feb. 2nd, 2010

- shaggy-fied!

mood:

drained

wah. i feel sooooo tired after yesterday's activities.
involved in the parade and blablabla.
and now i need to leave home for base.
havent even bathe yet. hahahaha.
so shagged *yawns*
this is ns
this is saikang. hahahahahah.

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Feb. 1st, 2010

-somebody to watch over me.

mood:

calm

music: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

seth rollins. you're goood to go man.
i support you. haha.

karaoke session just now was good.
yesterday slacking with them was good too.
all in all i had a good week.
goodnight world.
im off to sleep. sweet dreams t me!

p/s HELLO FEBRUARY!!

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Jan. 24th, 2010

- well..

okay.
due to a very smart move by myself.
this is my second time writing this entry.
cos i accidentally deleted everything.
but it's okay. i have more time to burn
cos i'm waiting for zombieland to finish loading. HAH!

here's an update on my life so far.
i'm left with two more weeks of training at Br
before i finally get posted out to become
a FULL PLEDGED NSman.

hahaha.
training has been a-okay. the team building day was fun fun fun
especialy when we had to build our own liferaft
i which my squad was able to make a liferaft that was
capable enough to transport ten people across a river of 100 metres.
and therefore we got the team building champion 'keychain'
HAHAHAHHA.

other than that. life has been treating me quite fairly.
so i shan't complain much about life.
at least not now.
not yet. ahahaha.

the last two weeks of training would be non-residential.
meaning to say that it's something like office hours.
which is good and bad in a way.
good in the sense that im able to go home and rest,

spend more time with family.
the bad thing is that transport cost incurred
would be quite a substantial amount and the fatigue of having
to travel back and forth everyday is going to take a toll,
mentally and physically. so i will then have to prepare myself for that. mhhm.
hahaha.
with that said. now i kinda miss my pillow(the smell) in Br.
(yeah yeah disgusting i know. but whatever! hahah)

can;t wait for next month's pay. got alot of things to buy.
i don't even know if my pay is enough or not. hahaha.
and and i already bought my ticket for LoG's concert with frineds.
so 15th April can't wait.
even though i'm a bit peculiar about the venue, which is at D'Marquee,
but i'm sure the aura that LoG exude from stage presence
is enough for me to get up and get going. hahaha.
saying that, i feel sorry and pitiful cos the killer's just had to cancel their tour to singapore.

what a bummer man!
imagine all the anticipation that the fans who are looking forward to that,
blown to bits just like that.
So on Log's part, i hope they don't do that.
cos i will be so disappointed man.

the other day. i was reading the newspaper
and there was an article about the World Cup.
Something along the lines that Starhub and Singtel were to pay
about 100 million dollars to get the rights to telecast the World Cup.
so this makes it look clear that they just want to earn more as much profit as they can.

my goodness, since when have soccer been about making profits and business.
just a shame. but anyway i won't be paying for it if they eventually succeed.
cos these days i rarely watch tv anyways. except for maybe 'clean house' on style network.
&a few others of course. hahaha,
but that's about it.

about the phone thingy.
guys/girls out there.
should i go for starhub/m1 eh?
im definitely not going to take singtel
cos it's kinda expensive.
esp when you have to pay for service
that you don't actually use.

i had a great today. playing l4d2 with G and Kecik was awesome-ness.
and yeah i had fun.
see sometimes you appreciate the little things in life that you do
with friends and families. and these things will then help you to appreciate life more.
mhhm.

enough said. anyway liverpool was victorious against tottenham.
so well done lads!(with the British accent HAHA)

to wrap it all up. i shall post a video that is sung by this asian guy on youtube.
song is sad but the rhythm kinda hides the sadness- i dont know. you be the judge. haha.
and no it's not hinted at anyone or anything. Haha.
okay. toodles lovely people!

'i'll be okay.
or that's what i'll say..'

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Dec. 31st, 2009

- where's the inspiration!

mood:

drained

alright.
i am so damn tired. haha.
but then again. short rest till i have to work later.
what a bummer!
working on a new year eve/new year.
when everybody is counting down till the new year happily,
i will be standing there, watching the safety of the public.
hahahaha.

anyways.
somehow someway.
i wanted to create a new riff/song. but i just realised that
i have no inspiration whatsoever. almost everything that came out.
just didn't feel right. hmmm.
hahahah.

that aside. an advanced happy new year to all of you out there.
wish you guys all the best and.
who knows. you might see me when you are out later celebrating countdown.
hahahah. P.O fellas!

AND LASTLY.
I HAVE CEASED TO BELIEVE IN MAKING NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
ITS JUST PURE BULLSHIT, COS YOU MOST PROLLY WONT STICK TO THEM
(WELL FOR ME AT LEAST. HAHAHA)
CIAOS.

Dec. 27th, 2009

(no subject)

the break was much needed.
and it was all worthwhile.
just to chill and not worry/think
abt nothing else. phew!
anyway.

LAMB OF GOD IS COMING DOWN TO SINGA-FUCKING-PORE!. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOOMGOMGOMGOMG!
hahahaha

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Dec. 10th, 2009

- ding ding bell.

mood:

anxious

red light la. green light la. white light la.
like learning the christmas tree sia. nabey.
i need a break from all this, man.
other than that. water was good.
hahaha.

going to have first attachemtn tmr.
hopefully i dont get sick.
and yeah. quite excited to see how thigs really are
in the real action world hmmmm.
and surprise2 i got out today, cos of my attachment la.

but too bad. my saturday also burn.
wah knnbccb. hahaha.
after swim just now i feel so tired.
hence i shall rest now and say goodbye to the world.

will update tmr, i THINK. aahaha.
goodnight world!
adly has to go and safe the world tmr.
PEACE!

Nov. 21st, 2009

- bini nombor duer babe!

somehow someway.
due to divine intervention.
i eventually was able to buy my ps3. nyehehehehe.
and somehow. im still broke. even after divine intervention. wtf.
hahahaha.

Nov. 12th, 2009

-corny siak!

mood:

bouncy

music: Estelle - American Boy

since i'm pretty much on a roll today.
i shall blog for the second time. hahaha. today gymming was good, except that i feel
a little more tired than i was back at the times when i was actively gym-ing.
before just now. its been a few weeks since i went to the gym. Hahaha.

initially wanted to go get myself a pair of jeans just now but didnt go at the last minute.
instead, some crazy brain cells leaked into my head telling me to buy PS3 just now.
Howver, the mature side of me popped up and told me hey whats the rush dude.
having a ps3 is a want, not a need. The 'wants' can always wait. &so i decided not to buy.
Cos anyway if i bought it just now, i would be left with 100 bucks for the rest of the month,
which is totally depressing. Hahahha. patience is a virtue, they say. So i hope it is!

In the end. Just bought some food stuffs and bubble teas as a form of 'treat' for my family.
Sweet right? Awwww. HAHAHAHAH.

& & due to the fact that i've been quite free, i read back some of my previous entries.
I realised that usually the things i talk about are girls whom i like, and being rejected(indirectly).
i even remembered the purpose of me blogging again. All for the sake of a girl whom i had a crush on last time.
but then again, this blog has faithfully served me well, which is why i have stayed here till now.
(and to the future as well, i hope!)
so as i was reading my previous entries, something caught my eye.
you know sometimes i post this tiny little sentences thats
usually italic and at the end of the post kinda thing.

it read ' .And i'm falling for you. More than how much I love my mountain dew'
How lame and corny can this sound man. HAHAHAHA.
okay thats all. goodnight!

- i don't know!

music: lost prophets - i don't know

you know. the other day i was watching this malay tv show called 'Sehati Sejiwa'.
It's like kinda, you know those kind of shows where they feature couples who
either have been together for so long, or like uhh couples who make sacrifices for
something great.

for example. there was this time where they actually featured a couple who took care of HIV
positive toddlers at their own accord, at their own home, which is definitely a noble thing to do.
one of the saddest parts was when the host actually asked the child if he knew he was sick.
but the boy was all clueless. which was sad because you can see the innocence of the kid, not knowing
that he will eventually die in a few months time. tsk.

but the one i want to talk about more was when it featured a couple who are prominent actors
(definitely a loving couple cos he even kissed his wife on the cheek on LIVE TV, when they are like quite old. Haha. Sweet siol! )
in the Msia industry.

so the question asked was ' if there was a beautiful looking girl who happened to be in the cafe while your wife
is next to you, would you look at her or pretend that she didnt even exist?' So standard. as per usual. Most husbands
will say that they usually don't look, cause it might make your wife jealous or cause an unnecessary fight between you
and your wife.

However. What he said he would do was to look at them. What is the use of pretending that she is non-existent. She is
created by God and hence we should appreciate the nature of beauty and God's creation. He also said that he wouldn't mind if his wife was
looking at another good looking guy.

And i'm like woah! He definitely got the balls to say all this things, which is definitely true( ako sokong) hahaha.
But i doubt most couples out there would do the same thing. So folks. It's not entirely wrong to look at some
chiobu or abg handsome when you see one out there,
PROVIDED YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER is alright with it (which is rarely the case ahah). Hmmm.

Anyways. today gym was good. my body is fucking aching and i need a rest. After i get my jeans from Topman that is!
(maklumla gaji baru masok kaching-ching!) hahaha.

Till next time. Sayonara!
btw the Ang Mo Kio muder-suicide case i read yesterday, was pretty gruesome man.
How could he go and strangle his own daughter and son! Haiya. I guess this is what happens
when youre depressed and sanity is close to zero HAHA!

sudden addiction with lostprophets. haha

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Nov. 11th, 2009

- .45

location: room

music: Shinedown - 45

for god knows what reason. i initially had already typed out an entry but it somehow magically disappeared.
so here i am. back at square one, trying to remember clearly what i wrote about just now. hmm

okay today finally i know the exact venue where i'm posted to, what time i shall report and when am i working.
the schedule is not bad after all. all of which i shall not disclose cos its sensitive information.
*insert evil laughter* HAHAHAHA. I will then have another long break before i finally start my
official residential training at Pulau ~~Babi~~ Brani for another 2.5 months *sighs* hahaha.

recently, life has been treating me quite fairly so i shall not complain much. just that im broke.
so i did nothing much other than chilling with friends and just staying at home, which is
not really a bad thing after all. cos you see. when you are too busy entertaining your niece and nephew,
you find that time passes by so fast that eventually you cant keep track of time. gedebak gedebuk dah malam. haha

speaking of nieces and nephews, last thursday was my niece's birthday but went for her birthday party at her house
on saturday. there were loads of food, and the minahrep(but nice to look at HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA) CIL
(there is sucha thing right, no? LOL)was there. there were loads of food which were awesome i dont know how many
times i ate. I ate so much that my guilty conscience caught up with me the next day and i straightaway went for
an impromptu jog around my neighbourhood. hahahaha.

Ohyah. Somehow some people say that if you use or wear the colour purple, youre most prolly gay. Hello! I am Definitely straight, however i just seem to like to use this colour. does that mean im gay? hell no! BOO TO STEREOTYPERS. HAHAHAHAH

Anyways. would like to wish my dearest niece

ELISA NABILAH, A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY:))

isnt she cute? hahahahah!

till then dudes and babes! see you again!
rock the world! \m/

Nov. 4th, 2009

- chapter baru

since tmr is going to be my first day.
i predict i will be some kind of blur cock/noob there later. hahahaha
oh that is all!

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-POP loh!

mood:

bouncy

music: La Roux- Bulletproof

okay. the day that i have been waiting for since enlistment.
finally came, like 6 days ago. (29/10/09)
i wanted to update on the day itself, but was too lazy as usual. HAHA.
it's a relief that all burden and weight that i endured during the past 5 months
have been lifted.
the posting results are out and ive been posted to Police Coast Guard.
definitely a surprise but i am welcoming the new challenges and things im going to learn.
meeting new people and blablabla.
feels like im starting all over again.
the downside is that i still have to undergo another 2.5 months of training
before i fianlly pass out and get posted to division.
&then finally i will officially start work as an NS-men. Hahaha.

it is strange that im starting to miss the life back in camp.
those waking up early in the morning and having water parade.
getting ass kicked and fucked by instructors
whose face you cant wait to whack if you ever see them outside of hta.

haha i miss all those times.
all the sweats and punishments we endured together
had forged strong bonds between each and everyone of us.
i wish the rest of you all the best and good luck in whatever postings you guys have gotten
hope we can meet soon.
and once again.
Thank you guys for giving me the experience of a Lifetime! (:

heading off to brani base tmr to do some admin stuff
and some briefing which i hope will turn out great(keeping fingers crossed)
and most prolly going back after that.
finally going for apec deployment on friday. what a bummer.

ps where the hell is my storm king. hahaha

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Oct. 24th, 2009

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and i am oh so tempted to just get a tongue piercing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

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-if tomorrow never comes

for the past few months.
after all the basic training and such.
i was able to meet different kind of people.
from those good natured and soft spoken people,
people with egos bigger than their heads,
people you are able to get along easily with,
quiet people who are actually friendly once you get to know and talk to them,
on a regular basis.
annoying people etc etc.
with the passing out parade.
i kind of feel that im gonna miss the sense of togetherness that we had.
you know.
the shit that we endured throughout our basic training.

im still wondering how im now able to get to the point
where my passing out parade
is only a few days away.

hmmm.
with that said.
meeting new people wasn't as bad as i thought.
talking to people wasn't as difficult as thought.
how we all eventually ended up as one unit
and i the end to be able to get across the finishing line, Together.

i thank God for giving me an experience that i will never forget for the rest of my life.

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Oct. 19th, 2009

-hello stranger!

wow.
its been eons since i last posted an update.
truth be told, im actually kind of lazy. HAHAHA.
but anyways.
i should kickstart updating today. Hmm.
a lot of you must be wondering.
why im still at home today, on a monday.
which shouldn't be.
well practically cos it's in lieu of the deepavali
so they actually allowed us to book in only today, at 9pm.
not bad eh.
Not bad my foot.
HAHAHA.
we aint got no block leave man, which sucks to the core.
bleargh.

anyways.
last weekends didnt do much.
jammed with the band at tampines at night about 11pm.
then slacked all the way till 1 plus in the morning.
then yesterday accompanied mr amy to repair his laptop.
and then ate at subway and went home after that.

i really cant wait for my pay next month.
cos i want to buy my PS3 know.
12 November come fast please.
I cant wait i cant wait.!!!!!!

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Aug. 30th, 2009

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woahh.
it has really been awhile since i have updated this blog. HAH.
Anyways. shall do that today.
Actually i wanted to blog yesterday but i was too busy watching soccer,
which Man U won, undeservedly. BooHoo!
But in any case, liverpool won so i dont really give a shit. Hahah.

the past few weeks has been a-okay.
fasting has made it a bit of a chalkenge undergoing traning at camp, though.
-______-"
haha.

ohh did i tell you that i actually managed to pass my IPPT.
like finally. Haha. Stupid standing broad jump.
I have always had problem with that station.
What a bummer, i know.
Hahaha.

Just got to know that i will officially pass out on the 29th of October,
which means that my passing out date actually has been extended by 20 days.
20 freaking days.
ZOMGD. AAAAAAH!!?!?!
but no point complaining also.
not as if the date will magically change.
'bagai nasik jadik bubur'

anyways yesterday after going to baybeats and watching soccer till halftime at Macs, with friends
decided to make trip home.
It was already around 12ish.'
then i saw this two cars reversing at the carpark,
as if their fathers own the carpark.
suker hati siol.
hahaha.

oh and when i was walking on this particular sidewalk,
that stretch of road had glitter on it.
it was strangely beautiful, like seeing stars at the sky, ya know?
i know i know wth. hahaha.

and and when i was smoking at this void deck, somebody scribbled 'POW'
and it reminded me of my friend, Akmal. HAHAHAHAHA.
In any case, thats about it.
Another 2 months more to go man.
Endure!
Till next time, tood-less

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