there's a piece of a puzzle known as life!

- ding ding bell.

2009-12-10T15:28:19Z

red light la. green light la. white light la.
like learning the christmas tree sia. nabey.
i need a break from all this, man.
other than that. water was good.
hahaha.

going to have first attachemtn tmr.
hopefully i dont get sick.
and yeah. quite excited to see how thigs really are
in the real action world hmmmm.
and surprise2 i got out today, cos of my attachment la.

but too bad. my saturday also burn.
wah knnbccb. hahaha.
after swim just now i feel so tired.
hence i shall rest now and say goodbye to the world.

will update tmr, i THINK. aahaha.
goodnight world!
adly has to go and safe the world tmr.
PEACE!

- bini nombor duer babe!

2009-11-21T05:01:15Z

somehow someway.
due to divine intervention.
i eventually was able to buy my ps3. nyehehehehe.
and somehow. im still broke. even after divine intervention. wtf.
hahahaha.

-corny siak!

2009-11-12T15:45:09Z

since i'm pretty much on a roll today.
i shall blog for the second time. hahaha. today gymming was good, except that i feel
a little more tired than i was back at the times when i was actively gym-ing.
before just now. its been a few weeks since i went to the gym. Hahaha.

initially wanted to go get myself a pair of jeans just now but didnt go at the last minute.
instead, some crazy brain cells leaked into my head telling me to buy PS3 just now.
Howver, the mature side of me popped up and told me hey whats the rush dude.
having a ps3 is a want, not a need. The 'wants' can always wait. &so i decided not to buy.
Cos anyway if i bought it just now, i would be left with 100 bucks for the rest of the month,
which is totally depressing. Hahahha. patience is a virtue, they say. So i hope it is!

In the end. Just bought some food stuffs and bubble teas as a form of 'treat' for my family.
Sweet right? Awwww. HAHAHAHAH.

& & due to the fact that i've been quite free, i read back some of my previous entries.
I realised that usually the things i talk about are girls whom i like, and being rejected(indirectly).
i even remembered the purpose of me blogging again. All for the sake of a girl whom i had a crush on last time.
but then again, this blog has faithfully served me well, which is why i have stayed here till now.
(and to the future as well, i hope!)
so as i was reading my previous entries, something caught my eye.
you know sometimes i post this tiny little sentences thats
usually italic and at the end of the post kinda thing.

it read ' .And i'm falling for you. More than how much I love my mountain dew'
How lame and corny can this sound man. HAHAHAHA.
okay thats all. goodnight!

- i don't know!

2009-11-12T11:54:09Z

you know. the other day i was watching this malay tv show called 'Sehati Sejiwa'.
It's like kinda, you know those kind of shows where they feature couples who
either have been together for so long, or like uhh couples who make sacrifices for
something great.

for example. there was this time where they actually featured a couple who took care of HIV
positive toddlers at their own accord, at their own home, which is definitely a noble thing to do.
one of the saddest parts was when the host actually asked the child if he knew he was sick.
but the boy was all clueless. which was sad because you can see the innocence of the kid, not knowing
that he will eventually die in a few months time. tsk.

but the one i want to talk about more was when it featured a couple who are prominent actors
(definitely a loving couple cos he even kissed his wife on the cheek on LIVE TV, when they are like quite old. Haha. Sweet siol! )
in the Msia industry.

so the question asked was ' if there was a beautiful looking girl who happened to be in the cafe while your wife
is next to you, would you look at her or pretend that she didnt even exist?' So standard. as per usual. Most husbands
will say that they usually don't look, cause it might make your wife jealous or cause an unnecessary fight between you
and your wife.

However. What he said he would do was to look at them. What is the use of pretending that she is non-existent. She is
created by God and hence we should appreciate the nature of beauty and God's creation. He also said that he wouldn't mind if his wife was
looking at another good looking guy.

And i'm like woah! He definitely got the balls to say all this things, which is definitely true( ako sokong) hahaha.
But i doubt most couples out there would do the same thing. So folks. It's not entirely wrong to look at some
chiobu or abg handsome when you see one out there,
PROVIDED YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER is alright with it (which is rarely the case ahah). Hmmm.

Anyways. today gym was good. my body is fucking aching and i need a rest. After i get my jeans from Topman that is!
(maklumla gaji baru masok kaching-ching!) hahaha.

Till next time. Sayonara!
btw the Ang Mo Kio muder-suicide case i read yesterday, was pretty gruesome man.
How could he go and strangle his own daughter and son! Haiya. I guess this is what happens
when youre depressed and sanity is close to zero HAHA!

sudden addiction with lostprophets. haha

- .45

2009-11-10T18:35:14Z

for god knows what reason. i initially had already typed out an entry but it somehow magically disappeared.
so here i am. back at square one, trying to remember clearly what i wrote about just now. hmm

okay today finally i know the exact venue where i'm posted to, what time i shall report and when am i working.
the schedule is not bad after all. all of which i shall not disclose cos its sensitive information.
*insert evil laughter* HAHAHAHA. I will then have another long break before i finally start my
official residential training at Pulau ~~Babi~~ Brani for another 2.5 months *sighs* hahaha.

recently, life has been treating me quite fairly so i shall not complain much. just that im broke.
so i did nothing much other than chilling with friends and just staying at home, which is
not really a bad thing after all. cos you see. when you are too busy entertaining your niece and nephew,
you find that time passes by so fast that eventually you cant keep track of time. gedebak gedebuk dah malam. haha

speaking of nieces and nephews, last thursday was my niece's birthday but went for her birthday party at her house
on saturday. there were loads of food, and the minahrep(but nice to look at HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA) CIL
(there is sucha thing right, no? LOL)was there. there were loads of food which were awesome i dont know how many
times i ate. I ate so much that my guilty conscience caught up with me the next day and i straightaway went for
an impromptu jog around my neighbourhood. hahahaha.

Ohyah. Somehow some people say that if you use or wear the colour purple, youre most prolly gay. Hello! I am Definitely straight, however i just seem to like to use this colour. does that mean im gay? hell no! BOO TO STEREOTYPERS. HAHAHAHAH

Anyways. would like to wish my dearest niece

ELISA NABILAH, A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY:))

isnt she cute? hahahahah!

till then dudes and babes! see you again!
rock the world! \m/

- chapter baru

2009-11-04T15:09:13Z

since tmr is going to be my first day.
i predict i will be some kind of blur cock/noob there later. hahahaha
oh that is all!

-POP loh!

2009-11-04T11:53:34Z

okay. the day that i have been waiting for since enlistment.
finally came, like 6 days ago. (29/10/09)
i wanted to update on the day itself, but was too lazy as usual. HAHA.
it's a relief that all burden and weight that i endured during the past 5 months
have been lifted.
the posting results are out and ive been posted to Police Coast Guard.
definitely a surprise but i am welcoming the new challenges and things im going to learn.
meeting new people and blablabla.
feels like im starting all over again.
the downside is that i still have to undergo another 2.5 months of training
before i fianlly pass out and get posted to division.
&then finally i will officially start work as an NS-men. Hahaha.

it is strange that im starting to miss the life back in camp.
those waking up early in the morning and having water parade.
getting ass kicked and fucked by instructors
whose face you cant wait to whack if you ever see them outside of hta.

haha i miss all those times.
all the sweats and punishments we endured together
had forged strong bonds between each and everyone of us.
i wish the rest of you all the best and good luck in whatever postings you guys have gotten
hope we can meet soon.
and once again.
Thank you guys for giving me the experience of a Lifetime! (:

heading off to brani base tmr to do some admin stuff
and some briefing which i hope will turn out great(keeping fingers crossed)
and most prolly going back after that.
finally going for apec deployment on friday. what a bummer.

ps where the hell is my storm king. hahaha

ad_itogi @ 2009-10-24T23:21:00

2009-10-24T15:21:42Z

and i am oh so tempted to just get a tongue piercing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

-if tomorrow never comes

2009-10-24T15:18:32Z

for the past few months.
after all the basic training and such.
i was able to meet different kind of people.
from those good natured and soft spoken people,
people with egos bigger than their heads,
people you are able to get along easily with,
quiet people who are actually friendly once you get to know and talk to them,
on a regular basis.
annoying people etc etc.
with the passing out parade.
i kind of feel that im gonna miss the sense of togetherness that we had.
you know.
the shit that we endured throughout our basic training.

im still wondering how im now able to get to the point
where my passing out parade
is only a few days away.

hmmm.
with that said.
meeting new people wasn't as bad as i thought.
talking to people wasn't as difficult as thought.
how we all eventually ended up as one unit
and i the end to be able to get across the finishing line, Together.

i thank God for giving me an experience that i will never forget for the rest of my life.

-hello stranger!

2009-10-19T04:45:46Z

wow.
its been eons since i last posted an update.
truth be told, im actually kind of lazy. HAHAHA.
but anyways.
i should kickstart updating today. Hmm.
a lot of you must be wondering.
why im still at home today, on a monday.
which shouldn't be.
well practically cos it's in lieu of the deepavali
so they actually allowed us to book in only today, at 9pm.
not bad eh.
Not bad my foot.
HAHAHA.
we aint got no block leave man, which sucks to the core.
bleargh.

anyways.
last weekends didnt do much.
jammed with the band at tampines at night about 11pm.
then slacked all the way till 1 plus in the morning.
then yesterday accompanied mr amy to repair his laptop.
and then ate at subway and went home after that.

i really cant wait for my pay next month.
cos i want to buy my PS3 know.
12 November come fast please.
I cant wait i cant wait.!!!!!!

ad_itogi @ 2009-08-30T15:00:00

2009-08-30T07:07:45Z

woahh.
it has really been awhile since i have updated this blog. HAH.
Anyways. shall do that today.
Actually i wanted to blog yesterday but i was too busy watching soccer,
which Man U won, undeservedly. BooHoo!
But in any case, liverpool won so i dont really give a shit. Hahah.

the past few weeks has been a-okay.
fasting has made it a bit of a chalkenge undergoing traning at camp, though.
-______-"
haha.

ohh did i tell you that i actually managed to pass my IPPT.
like finally. Haha. Stupid standing broad jump.
I have always had problem with that station.
What a bummer, i know.
Hahaha.

Just got to know that i will officially pass out on the 29th of October,
which means that my passing out date actually has been extended by 20 days.
20 freaking days.
ZOMGD. AAAAAAH!!?!?!
but no point complaining also.
not as if the date will magically change.
'bagai nasik jadik bubur'

anyways yesterday after going to baybeats and watching soccer till halftime at Macs, with friends
decided to make trip home.
It was already around 12ish.'
then i saw this two cars reversing at the carpark,
as if their fathers own the carpark.
suker hati siol.
hahaha.

oh and when i was walking on this particular sidewalk,
that stretch of road had glitter on it.
it was strangely beautiful, like seeing stars at the sky, ya know?
i know i know wth. hahaha.

and and when i was smoking at this void deck, somebody scribbled 'POW'
and it reminded me of my friend, Akmal. HAHAHAHAHA.
In any case, thats about it.
Another 2 months more to go man.
Endure!
Till next time, tood-less

- dont know?

2009-08-11T08:11:10Z

'tetapi hatiku, selalu meng-inginkan mu'

no matter how much i try.
in the end i end up thinking about, you.

-telegraph.

2009-08-01T19:38:44Z

today.stop.was.stop.a.stop.great.stop.day.stop.thanks.stop
:))))))))

-uh hhuh

2009-07-18T17:23:32Z

i shall just vanish.
yup.
thats what m going to do.

-yup

2009-07-12T08:09:01Z

WOW.
i had a really great saturday.
ODAL was awesome at the gig.
quite happening.
then going to town and play pool.
the impromptu freestyling rapping session along the way
and the tonning session at MacD made the day even more awesome.
with kechik and G as company
the songs they play at MacD. Fooh.
won't tell you where but the songs ah
even though they are oldies.
but yeah. as always.
i always have a thing fr oldies songs.
it makes me go emo and help soothe and make me think at the same time
know what i mean.
hahaha

so yesterday i thought about her.
and how far our friendship has gone.
we have formed quite a strong bond i must say
that i myself didn't foresee.
as much as i would like to let her know how much she means to me
i know that it is not possible.
she's already been burdened with so much
that i just can't bear to be selfish and let my feelings known to her
busy with school.
bothered by her ex.
and not knowing how far she will go with her new found crush.
it's just not the right time, at least for now.

as much as i would like it to be known
i just really fear that our strong friendship will just be gone.
just like that.
which most prolly will happen.
ive experienced it before.
i just dont want to lose a friend again.

so to you.
i think i have quite strong feelings for you But.
i would have to let go.
or at least not let it be known.
definitely not now.
however i will always be by your side.
to tend to you.
and just be there to listen.
i know its not much of a help but i hope
it will at least make you feel better.
(:

if a picture paints a thousand words then why can't i paint you
the words will never show, the you ive gt to know.

- AH!

2009-07-04T16:36:35Z

AKU GERAM NAK MAMPOS

- oh where oh where can my baby be?

2009-07-04T00:57:19Z

oh my breeks waitress.
' where art thou?

HAHAHAH

- be positive. thats the way to go!(:

2009-06-27T18:50:25Z

nutella milkshake has got to be the best milkshake i have ever tasted so far.
yumyum. and i find the waitress there(ain i think was her name) adorable. HAHAHA

anyways, ns life has been quite okay. nothing too dreadful. still manageable.
through it, i am able to see how lucky i am and to appreciate more on the things or people i have.
their support, has been able to pull me through.
in a way, i find myself beginning to adapt to the life of an ns-man now. Haha.

since being enlisted, ive learnt to be able to be even more patient.
and to put my egos aside, always seeing the positive side of things.
without a doubt, how you spend your bookout days are so important.
what you are going to do and all that stuff.

meeting new people has been quite pleasant thus far.
time passes by so quickly without you knowing it.
next week is already coming into my third week of being in SPF.
and it's going to be the first IPPT take.
so hopefully ill do well and we'll see.

i believe that when you are able to adapt to things
it will pass by faster.

&finally. my parents are back from umrah.
miss them lotsss. haha.

all this aside.
im like a moving rock that is sinking into the endless depth of the ocean.
still waiting for that touch of spark to magically lift me up.
Haha.
Well sometimes. Being single can be lonely BUT.
when you come to think of it. it's not that bad after all.
always look on the positive side.
only then will you feel better and not worry too much.
okay.
the shy bird is signing off now. till then!
wish me good luck for my upcoming IPPT.
Goodbye LOVELY PEOPLE!
:))

'all i neede was a call. that never came. ffrom the corner of first and amistad.

-The Frays's You Found Me.
this song is just so awezzzzomeeeessss

- life

2009-05-30T09:25:19Z

as i was tossing and turning in bed yesterday.
i came to a standstill.
and randomly asked myself.

What is my purpose in life?
Strangely.
I had no concrete answer.
There were a lot to choose from.

I came to realise that i didn't really have an answer.
'The purpose of life, then, is to lead a life of purpose and its meaning is to give life meaning'
Right now, I can't find any meaning yet.
Which is rather sad because people with no purpose in life
are like trees without its roots.
They easily fall when the wind blows.

Well maybe im still too young to think about all this.
Or maybe im just using my age as en excuse. AHHAHA.
in any case, im pretty much confident that maybe 5 or 10 years down the road.
i am finally able to answer the question confidently.

So whatever is wrong with your life today,
You'll find a solution if you kneel down and pray.
Not just for pleasure, enjoyment and health,
Not just for honors, prestige or wealth,
But pray for a purpose to make life worth living,
And pray for the joy of unselfish giving.

-sigh eh

2009-05-21T15:21:05Z

wah Fuck man.
My handphone is having problems
for like the umpteenth time. CB.
i think its time i change my hp, man.
what a Bitch.

- finally!

2009-05-20T05:49:51Z

ahh. finally. yesterday was mine and sulhi's last day at Seoul Garden.
as much as i wanted to leave that workplace of mine, somehow i just felt
a little sad leaving Seoul Garden. Well what do you expect.
Especially after I have been working there for 2 years plus.
The people i met, be it the customers or my colleagues.
The strong bonds that we shared between me and my colleagues.
Especially with Sulhi.
'Hari-hari tengok muke kau'
HAHAHAHAHA
Beit to those who left earlier, and new ones coming along.

As usual, we kena 'sabo-ed' by the people working until cloing that night.
Tam, Muhd and Afifah also came down to participate. It was fun i tell you.
But me and Sulhi were soaking wet. Luckily we came prepared.
Brought extra tees and towel as well. HAHAHAHAHAH.

It's really funny how time passes really fast. Im going to miss all of them. The jokes with Ken and Jack.
With Jack constantly disturbing how good Man Utd is. And also looking at girl's boobs lah. Asses lah.
So i would like to Thank these people.

-Sir Edi                              -Sulhi
-Mdm Karen                     -Jack
-Afifah                                -Rashid
-Tam                                  -Zam
-Muhd                                -Tony
-Ricardo

Thanks for the wonderful experiences and company i had with you guys at work.
Even though i dread work, But with you guys around, i have good company.
And have never regretted working here. So long guys. Hope to see you around some day.

- heeyer.

2009-05-17T18:04:22Z

i saw really hot chick today.
but when she raised her arms.
it was wet!
whaaaaaaaaat a spoiler.

HAHAHAHAHA. KETIBAS SIAK NI PPN.
ohboy.
if only i knew your birthday.
can help you to buy anti-perspirant deo.
NYEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

2 more days and im a free man. siaper nk date?!
HAHAHAHAHA.

well this excludes 9 june though. HEEYERR.

take it all in!

2009-05-10T17:51:48Z

soon. finally. at long last. i will liberate myself from SG.
before im off to serve NS. haha.
i will look back on it on the day i quit, itself.
anyways.
i have to say that k-rock station brings out the best in rock bands.
cos they perform acoustic versions of their songs.
such as shinedown, seether, finger eleven. and of course. the band which i recently found out.

Ludo. Go listen. Songs are catchy and unique. Dont know bout you guys out there but i definitely like it.
Haha. Definitely hope there would be more rock badns featured, so i can have a marathon of krock
when im free, which should be soon. Im thinking of getting a haircut very soon. .
and i Really hope it wont be a disaster.Hahahaha. So long peeps.

Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

-shinedown

2009-05-08T23:08:32Z

&please just save me if you can
from my blasphemy in my wasteland...

-that

2009-05-03T17:32:58Z

& i hate the thought of finally being erased.
baby that's the best of me..